The Secret of Me

HOyooooo, who said being a mom is easy job. God, very hard job especially when your baby start to very active. Wow crazy time with my daughter, but I really enjoy with her :) She is the best that I ever had

Label: busy time, daughter, Life, mom

This week is busy time for me. I must make report for my research to m supervisor and my governmant. Sometime in busy time I'm affraid with myself, because I can forget anything about my life in my busy time. And my mind will full of my work, I can't be relax in that time....

I must make my self happy in my busy time. Yatta.... I must be happy... Must be happy... (*trying to hipnotizing myself)

Label: Life, work

This is so sadness thing for me. I just lost my weight 5 kg... hiks...hiks...

Label: Life

24 February 2008

It’s been a long time that I never go to the traditional market. At Sunday morning, I am accompanying my mother to go to the traditional market. When I arrived there, I feel the flashback of my life, the first time when I go to the traditional market in Depok with my mom. The seller, the people, the driver, the smell, the festivity, and anything about traditional market make me exciting. A lot of people with their importance are going to the traditional market.

Then there is something in my heart that I don’t know the name of this feeling make me happy. When I enter the traditional market, I can smell “traditional market smell”. Mmmm… how can I explain it, let me think… the wind brings that smell through our nose. It likes the smell of the fishes, vegetables, beans; bad smells, good smells, and weird smells mix become one. The crowded of the people, voice of the seller every where, voice of the buyer, young people, old people, the children, so amazing. I feel that going to the traditional market is an exciting journey.

Some sellers know me and my mother very well, because we have bought fish, vegetable, chicken, or anything with the same seller. And now after 3 years they still in there become old. Of course they still with the same smile, a beautiful smile, and their kindness are more than anything in this world. People like them are the best people that I ever had. And of course only Allah can make them like that, I’m thankful to Allah for everything.

Label: Life

23 February 2008 08:43

I wake up this morning at 5 o’clock. I open my windows room and feel the fresh air. I take deep breath and let the oxygen through my head and refresh my mind. I’m thankful to Allah swt for all things that Allah given to me. And I feel that how lucky I am. Maybe I’m the luckiest person in this world. Thanks for all my Allah.

Label: Life

17 February 2008 21:26

One hour ago, I was online at my neighbors’ house. I helped them to do their homework and find the answer from internet. Then there is something weird happen in net. Someone “buzz” me on YM and tell that he is male/25/India. What the hell of this? I thought. “Hello, I just want to be your friend”, he said. And I answered him “Sorry, I don’t want to know you, and I don’t need friend. I know people like you, searching girl from internet then talk with them with good manner at the first time, after that do their s** fantasy in internet. Sorry, I don’t know you and don’t want to know you. How do you know my id?” Then he answered me “From yahoo 360, don’t be cruel. You are cute. I just want to be your true friend not more. May I know your true name? What is your occupation?” I told him that his talked is not make sense of me and he can read my profile on my page and told to him that don’t ask me an unimportant thing, just read about me on my page. I’ve told everything on my page. Then told him that if he a good man, he would not hide his profile on yahoo 360. He just said ok and left the chat. Fiuh, scary people are around in internet. We have to be careful with them…. Go to hell with you man!!!!

Label: Life